I love the me that loves God so much, the me that wants to do right all the time, the me that cares about people, the me that wants to pray and worship. But then there is the me that wants to be conformed to this world, the me that wants to gossip, tell lies, the me that criticizes, I’m talking about the self righteous me that thinks she is better than anybody else. The empty and broken me that camouflages all the time. I know that this is not the woman that God made, this is not me, I need help. My mind is dysfunctional. I keep wondering how I can be this close to God and yet not get what I need.
“LORD, who may dwell in your sanctuary?
Who may live on your holy hill? He whose walk is blameless
and who does what is righteous, who speaks the truth from his heart
and has no slander on his tongue, who does his neighbor no wrong
and casts no slur on his fellowman.”
( Ps. 15:1-3
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