Sometimes I feel like I’m not the only one in my body, I feel like there are really two people on the inside of me, one that loves God with all her heart and wants to do the right thing, and these other person that wants to impress people. I’m not even settled in my heart as to who I am. I have been told that in other to find myself that I have to go to the one who made me, who created me, because he is the one who knows me. Then I started thinking, maybe if God tells me who I am, then I can understand why I’m still battling two people on the inside of me. I longed to see what God sees in me when he looks at me. I used to be afraid to come as I am, but God has a way of exposing your life that you cannot hide anymore. He has a way of pushing at the bitterness in your heart to awaken you to its dangers.
“LORD, who may dwell in your sanctuary?
Who may live on your holy hill? He whose walk is blameless
and who does what is righteous, who speaks the truth from his heart
and has no slander on his tongue, who does his neighbor no wrong
and casts no slur on his fellowman.”
( Ps. 15:1-3
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